Saturday, June 21, 2008

:(

I didn't know that you could feel so sad for something that I guess was never really ours. Our birthmom changed her mind and has decided to keep the baby. Even though we knew this might happen, it doesn't make it easier. As far as I know, he is still not born, but we found out yesterday, and she decided it was better to make that decision now rather than after everyone saw him. I guess, but it still hurts.

5 comments:

jennmom2000 said...

I'm so sorry Ang! Big hugs. I would be really sad too. I'll start praying again and often that the wait for a baby is short for you. You will be a great second time mom to whichever spirit is sent to your home.

Camilla said...

Oh man-- I've so been thinking about you. I can say I have no experience with this so I totally can't understand exactly how hard this must be, I can only imagine. I can only say I LOVE YOU!

Stephanie said...

Angela, I am SO SO SORRY. I feel like such a moron for asking you in church about it today.

I hope that you guys will soon be blessed with another opportunity.

erin j bailey said...

Sweetie, I'm so sorry it didn't work out. I can't know how you must be feeling, but I do know how hard it is to feel like you lost someone that you wanted so badly. There is a little spirit out there that is supposed to be with your family. It will happen. We'll keep you in our prayers.

Jen said...

Ang, that is truly heartbreaking. We will continue to pray for you and your sweet family.