Saturday, June 21, 2008
I didn't know that you could feel so sad for something that I guess was never really ours. Our birthmom changed her mind and has decided to keep the baby. Even though we knew this might happen, it doesn't make it easier. As far as I know, he is still not born, but we found out yesterday, and she decided it was better to make that decision now rather than after everyone saw him. I guess, but it still hurts.